secound chance

A second chance is what I prayed for today. I have missed so much time with my children. I lied to them and used them for my gain . Now that they have given dad a second chance ,I don't want to disappoint  them,I love you guys
So do I deserve a second chance.

anouther day

Well continuing  on about my past .
I'm very grateful for my time spent at city union mission in Kansas city , it took alot of time and spiritual  guidance from mission staff and god to put me back on track.even thou  I'm was homeless in the physical sense my mind had a home god help me from wandering aimlessly in world of confusion to becoming a man with purpose and drive,I now strive  to be more Christ like in my daily walk.
I'm no longer afraid to ask for help. I set up a site on giveforward.com to help me raise money to get back on my feet as well  as to pay it forward to other men .

cont.

It was the summer of 03 that I showed up at the front door of city union mission ,pissed off at the world knowing I'm to good to be at the mission.it did not take long to accumulate to daily routine of the homeless, up at 5 find some food and be back at the mission by 3 to get a bed.i have entered a world of self pity and denial. At this time i believed in christ ,but only went to chaple when it was mandatory. I would rather be hustling  the next Dollar. I would sell everything  from candy to cell phones at the mission if there was a way to make some cash i had a corner on it. To be honest  it felt good. To be here,no one telling me what to do. I was a tough guy called Tiny ,quite the oxymoron as I'm 6'3 350.  Well i will post more later be blessed.

the beginning

Let me tell you being homeless is a double edged sword.I have been homeless for the last ten years,here is my story
   who's  fault is. It im homeless 10 years ago I would have said anyone else but me.but the truth of the matter is iris my fault.In 2000 I thought I had it all,wife and three darling boys and little princess's on the way.A 3bd townhome on the northern  part of Kansas  city two cars and my  wife's parents a short ways away for  support. I had a great job as a Denny 'manager. My wife was a manager for a&w in the mall,life should be grand right wrong . God had put in motion a plan that would send me to. The brink of hell with me begging  for  the lords forgiveness.
Well im going to end here for today
Blessings to all